Do people not understand I have no friends? I literally only have 3 friends. One who lives in England so it’s not like I can do anything with her. Also my other friend who I never see too often cause she’s still in high school. We only go to out or see each other like every few weeks. The only friend that I have that I do things with is Zach. Zach is my friend. My only and best friend. 

Another note…it’s annoying how a lot of people tell me they miss me when they don’t ever give an effort to care. No you don’t, so stop pretending and lying through your teeth. It hurts, and it doesn’t change anything. Funny how I’m always there for people…but when I turn around, there’s no one there for me. I’m always the one who loves more, I guess it’s time for me to be the one who doesn’t love at all. I’m not doing any better. Obviously NOTHING is going to change the fact that I have resentment towards most of you. It doesn’t  take my being depressed to get you to notice how miserable I am? So why the fuck should you expect me to think we’re friends…it’s bullshit if you think we are…yes I do have a hand full of friends this doesn’t apply to who I haven’t seen in forever and love dearly but besides for like the few of you (who have lives and are older than me) and my 3 close friends I have no one and I’m so sick of it. I can’t care anymore, it will kill me…